Friday, February 27, 2009

Really.

Currently Listening:
Neon
John Mayer
Where The Light Is (Live In Los Angles)

I wish I could just start this whole year over.

It's been really hard but just to change that one thing I said, so we'd still be good friends would be worth it.

So on a less depressing but still depressing note, I'm competely overwhelmed.
I have the scholarship to practice for
I have sunday worship and practice
youth worship and practice
and RHOP set
I have to fix my car sense it got sideswiped intensely.
I have school and graduating a year early and it's fun-ness
I have stuff to do at home.
and appearently my parents still want me to get Eagle
My lung is now fully healed but I still get pains when stressed out, nervous, and I can't do anything to active.
aaannnnnd I'm switching back to my old medication due to the new medications epic fail.

And all of this would be much easier to bare but there are two things that just kill me.
A. My parents don't aknowledge a single thing I do and just focus on the bad that happens. All I want them to say is "Good Job" that's it.
That's it.
But they don't know those words.
and you already know B.

But unfortuntely I can't restart this dreadful year. So I gotta make do and get by. I'll make it through this long rough season.
Hopefully I'll make it through okay.


Geh, why do I always know the exact thing I shouldn't say.
Then say it.

I think it's time to go to bed.

Oh how long, how long, how long?
How long before I burn away?

+Taylor+

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Recent Happenings.

Currently Listening
The Scene and Herd
The Birds and The Bee Sides
Relient K

So lately I've been up to a LOT musically. Even though I was sick for two weeks. I manage to come across the oppertunity to snag a little 4,000$ scholarship for Drumming and knowing a little theory. Which is pretty rad. THUSLY. My drum set has been pimped out.
New kick head so my kick sounds RAD
New 3ply snare head so my snare sounds SEXY.
and then two toms and my crunkadelic high hats and ride.
So I'm pretty happy.
But that doesn't come with a price. Cause I'm definitely practicing EVERY day again, along with my youth practice's, RHOP, sunday practice's, and sunday worship. So It's intense, but so worth it. It's so rad to see how God's opened all these doors one by one when I thought all of mine were closed shut.
He's a pretty rad guy ya know?
hah.

In other news I have a new song "in the works". I unfortunately can't record drums, so I just did an Acoustic Version with bassing. And pentatonically solo'd my way into the stratosphere, leaving mere mortal bass's behind :P.
So yes it's call Love Or Logic. The basic jist of the lyrics is irony haha. Even though it's not evident. But it's about using your head when you have the chance to persue a relationship instead of your heart.
Which is what I've done pretty much forever. Cept once recently. But then they did what I usually do.
Hence the Irony haha. But anyways I dig it. It's on a alverez twelve string guitar with a musicman bass through a carvin amp with an swr head. So thusly it sounds WICKED : D.

It'll be up by next week cause I still gotta do vocals when I'm not sickly like.

To end I'll post the lyrics.

Love Or Logic
By Taylor Fine
You Got Me Spinin’ Around and Around
I don’t know if I should analyze this or let it down
But I don’t want to give up on what I said
I don’t want to leave us for dead
But time ain’t on our side
You’ve got feelings tryin to hide
But just let them go
Oh
Just let your heart take over your head
Tradin’ love for logic is like tradin life for death
I don’t wanna say goodbye
I just want you to say you love me one more time
One More Time
You say you don’t want us to get hurt
My dear you’re being much to careful with your words
And I don’t need space
All need a touch of your grace
I want you to know I never could hate you
And I need you to believe it when I say I love you

Oh
Just let your heart take over your head
Tradin’ logic for loves like tradin life for death
I don’t wanna say goodbye
I just want you to say you love me one more time
One More Time
Love or logic? (repeat)
(I’ll go either way)
(But please listen when I say)
Choose Wisely Baby.

Just let your heart take over your head
Tradin’ logic for loves like tradin life for death
I don’t wanna say goodbye
I just want you to say you love me one more time
One More Time